The essence of a PhD

Posted by Vee | Posted in Education | Posted on 27-01-2012

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Ph.D. school is neither school nor work.

Ph.D. school is a monastic experience. And, a jealous hobby.

Solving problems and writing up papers well enough to pass peer review demands contemplative labor on days, nights and weekends.

Reading through all of the related work takes biblical levels of devotion.

Ph.D. school even comes with built-in vows of poverty and obedience.

The end brings an ecclesiastical robe and a clerical hood.

http://matt.might.net/articles/ways-to-fail-a-phd/

Notes from Habits of the Mind

Posted by Vee | Posted in Education | Posted on 21-04-2010

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When we think impatiently, with bias and in anxiety, we know we cannot trust the results. Insights gained in ecstasy – and sometimes they are – need to be subjected to the contemplation of temperate, not necessarily cold, reason. When we have arrived at a settled conviction of the truth of what we seek to know, there is indeed both a “freedom from littleness” and bigotry and a sense that what we know is as certain as the convictions of our faith. – pg 62

“This Intellectualism first and chiefly comes into collision with precept, then with doctrine, then with the very principles of dogmatism; – a perception of the Beautiful becomes the substitute for faith”

To put this in biblical terms, “Knowledge puffs up” (1 Cor 1:18). As Christians we must not substitute the mind for the whole person. All is to be under the lordship of Christ. The intellect itself must be reborn. Newman put it this way, reflecting on John 3:7:

“Your whole nature must be re-born; your passions, and your affections, and your aims, and your conscience, and your will, must be bathed in a new element, and reconsecrated to your Maker, – and the last not the least, your intellect.” (in Apologia per la vita sua) -pg70

“When the heart is rooted in God, the mind is free to play.”-Mary Jo Weaver. Humour, punning, laughter: these foster humility. They lighten the load a true intellectual begins to feel when the burden of truth – disagreeable as much truth about the human situation is – becomes too heavy to bear. For the “truth” is that, save God alone, no person – intellectual or otherwise – has all the truth. The one who thinks so is not only insufferable but just plain wrong. – pg82

“When St. Paul suggests to the Christian: whether you eat or drink or whatsoever else you do, do all to the glory of God, must apply to the Christian in search of light. For him the true is the glory of God: he must keep it always in mind, submit to it in everything.”-A G Sertillanges (The Intellectual Life)

Holiness is being set apart for the glory of God, for God’s glory is holiness, his set-apartness from all else, his Otherness…. So first of all, to be holy is to be set apart for God’s service. And second, to be holy is to be characterized by the character of God – that is by the image of God in which he made us. To the extent that we are in God’s image, we are holy. When the Word became flesh himself, he showed us what  the image of God is like in its fullest expression. To have a passion for holiness then is to have a passion to be like Christ. Since we find ourselves even at our best to be only broken images of God, we are in a fix we cannot fix. If we are to be fixed, it will be God who fixes us. And he does. But he does this not just by redeeming us through the death and resurrection of Jesus but through restoring us into his image. A passion for holiness is a passion for God to remake us. This is done through gradual means, the means of grace, the disciplines of the Christian life: baptism, Holy Communion, worship, fellowship with other believers, prayer, study and meditation on him and his written Word, fasting, solitude, service. – pg90

Dangerous indeed it is to cordon off the intellect from a devotion to God and a passion for truth and holiness. Sertillanges says it well:”Purity of thought requires purity of soul; that is a general and undeniable truth. The neophyte of knowledge should let is sink deeply into his mind.” -pg95

“When men begin all their works with the thought of God, acting for His sake, and to fulfill His will, when they ask His blessing on themselves and their life, pray to Him for the objects they desire, and see Him in the event, whether it be according to their prayers or not, they will find everything that happens tend to confirm them in the truths about Him which live in their imagination, varied and unearthly as those truths may be.” – John Henry Newman

If we are bent on knowing the truth and are committed to obeying the truth as we come to know it )that is, if we are morally attuned), we can come to know truth about God and his world. -pg95

“As the Bible constantly teaches, “obedience to the light we possess is the way to gain more light.” Nor must our obedience be anything other than unconditional: “till we aim at complete, unreserved obedience in all things, we are not really Christians at all.” -Newman

“The Christian is prepared to say [when he or she reads the text], ‘I don’t like the sound of this, but golly, if this is what it really means, I’m going to have to pray for grace and strength to get that into my heart and be shaped by it.’ ” – NT Wright

Epistemology: Becoming intellectually virtuous by W. Jay Wood
1. Acquisition virtues: passion for truth
inquisitiveness
teachableness
persistence
humility

2. Maintenance virtues: passion for consistency
perseverance
courage
constancy
tenacity
patience
humility

3. Application virtues: passion for holiness
will to do what one knows
love
fortitude
integrity
humility

4. Communication virtues: compassion for others
clarity of expression
orderliness of presentation
aptness of illustration
humility

The Ordeal

Posted by Vee | Posted in Education, Faith | Posted on 05-04-2010

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Maturity often has the effect of moderating one’s views and emotions. Or at least that was what I was told. At times, I would ask YM why she reacts to things in a certain way, and she’ll reply, ‘It comes with age.’ It often leave me amazed as I thought about the life lessons she must have experienced. Or JT, who said that his approach towards many things in life changes as he matures. I can’t help but remark at how time, struggles and experiences still mould people even when they are adults!

Thus it has been a lesson for me, and JT hit the nail on the head today to drive home the message that I still have a lot to learn. That we should sing as a constant reminder of our joy in the Lord is a message so simple that it’s easy to overlook. Yet, it contained gems of truth – why should we let the odds of life rob us of our smile in Christ? Behind the beauty of the sentence is an entire theology of the finished work of Christ.

It is not surprising that I would struggle in this ordeal. Our motives are never pure, and I’m not even sure how much self-interest/self-protection/selfishness rear their heads as I attempt to swim in the torrent of mad ethical confusion. I have little confidence that my actions and reactions when I deal with the situation are pleasing to the Lord, not even to mention glorify Him. I can only pray that the Lord will be merciful and gracious to me. But even as I plummet to the abyss of confusion, God did send various people to encourage me, to remind me of timeless truths, and to advise me. For that, I am thankful, even when the situation remains unresolved; I still need to fight every step of the way.

Guitar Resources

Posted by Vee | Posted in Education | Posted on 01-01-2010

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An eclectic mix of guitar resources for the bold and the curious:

Chords diagram and many others

http://home.roadrunner.com/~nils

String Care

http://www.iol.ie/~murphypj/String_Care.htm

Guitar Action

http://www.theguitarfiles.com/guitarfile97.html

Guitar Music

http://www.guitarlincs.com/christmasbuskers.htm

Timing/rhythm line sample + Guitar software

http://www.transpoze.net/sample.html

Last but not least: http://www.frets.com

Special gifts at the English Class

Posted by Vee | Posted in Education | Posted on 18-12-2009

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I received 2 presents from my students today. I thought it was really sweet of them to get us, the teachers and tutors, something for Christmas. I mean, I volunteer at the class purely out of my enjoyment to teach and share my knowledge with others. It is my main form of community service and ministry, for I derive much satisfaction and joy from helping out at the class. It is a special class, because even though all of us operate on a working relationship, there is still a sense of warmth and sincerity involved. I guess these are the things that ultimately matter. I have received much from helping out at this class; many unexpected good things. I guess this is what people term as unmerited favours from God – grace

Next phase of life

Posted by Vee | Posted in Education | Posted on 28-06-2009

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Two roads diverged in a wood – and I
took the one less traveled by

-Robert Frost

On top of the fact that I am considering, wondering and thinking what I should do with my life, I must add that I do factor in stewardship – how and where can I contribute. But other than that, I haven’t enjoyed much of a break. I have been busy since the start of my holidays. Working, yes, unfortunately. I hate the 6 lettered word named ‘burnout’ but sometimes I wonder if it’s imminent?

I hope not.

Crossroads

Posted by Vee | Posted in Education | Posted on 12-04-2009

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Exams are coming up, and yes, they do feel different from the normal ‘big’ exams when one moves on the next stage of life. Firstly, there isn’t a study break that is avaialble for us to focus and concentrate. Secondly, it’s not an exam to test your understanding of all that you have learned in the past 4 years. That, I believe, is the main difference.

So, after this, what am I to do? It’s a question that I’ve sought to answer since May last year. I remembered Jo advising me to pray, and I put it off time and time again. When he readviced me to pray again, I promptly tried it out, and found the peace of God surpassing all understanding. This is not to say that I have found God’s calling for me in the next phase of my life – in fact I don’t. Therefore, this is a matter to bring before God in fear and patience, to hear His call and also to lead me to where He wants to lead me. I will not hide that at times I am anxious, but I have learned to wait for His timing.  My plans will always be inferior to His and there is no need to rush to do something. Whatever I do, just do them in conjunction with advancing the Kingdom of God and that will be fine. I know it seems easily verbalizing it, but in reality, to be kingdom-minded is not so natural to us humans with a debased mind.

I’m worrying even before I get to the crossroad, so I think it’s not a wonder that God isn’t speaking yet.